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Saturday, November 28, 2009

A trageic ending for a tragic life

To Luis, a beloved dog, a patient and beautiful pet, may you rest in peace.

I'm not much a fan of dogs, in fact I hate them. I hate how messy they can be, how noisy they are in times that I need silence. I hate it when they go about destroying things like cellphone chargers, head sets, bags, and whatever they can chew. I hate how hard it is to train them to know where to defecate. I hate it when your mood does not match theirs. I hate it that my siblings like dogs. But I have to live with these because of the fact that my family has been keeping pets since I was a little kid. But just because I hate dogs does not mean that I am a fan of being brutal to them, or treating them badly, though I myself have committed some mishaps in handling our pets, I don't, in any way maltreat them.

But there is this one dog in particular that I grew fond of. Luis was its name.
We acquired him after moving in our ancestral house, he was the added “bonus” to the house. He was nothing special, just a regular askal, but a cute one at that. He was fluffy, and he never lost his fluffiness even up to when he died. And there are a lot of things that happened to him before I ended up liking him, a lot of tragic things:

Originally, he didn’t have a name; we call him by making the “tch tch” sound. The name Luis just came along when my parents had a problem with this Luis person and wanted to get back at him by naming his name to our dog. Too bad for the Luis person, and a good thing for our beloved Luis, at least he got a name, even though it was 7 years late.

And while growing up, someone forgot to remove his collar, so he, including his skin, grew in the collar, much like how you make a bonsai, you wrap wires around it so that the tree won’t grow as much, but the wires end up being part of the tree. The collar became part of his skin. So come the time that the collar needs to be removed, the skin around his neck was also stripped, leaving a permanent ‘collar’ that lasted up to his death. This was one of the biggest, and probably the only mistake we ever did to Luis. So for that, we are sorry.

As for those who have not seen this dog of ours, he was one eyed. His right eye was blasted off by some kid who does not know where to throw fire crackers. God knows what kind of reason those kids have for throwing a fire cracker to our dogs face. Karma will have its way.

And it is through this dog that I have seen how brave my mother could be. Our neighbor had this Dalmatian, who, for some reason, likes to wrestle Luis. And it does not wrestle for play, it wrestles for kill. It was a very violent animal, who does not even respect its owner. So there was this time that it escaped its cage, and went for Luis, they fought until Luis lost its strength to fight, then, when the Dalmatian was stepping at Luis’ throat, and seems like is going for the kill, my mother, carrying a broom and a holding a hose ran towards the dogs, she was hosing the Dalmatian with water and waving the broom to scare the Dalmatian off, my mother seems to have forgotten how easily the Dalmatian could have switched targets, luckily the owner arrived just in time to calm their dog down. My mother immediately attended to Luis. Luis out lived the Dalmatian.

The reason why I had the urge to write this was not because of how tragic his life was, but because of how tragic his death is. How his death showed us how unreasonable people can be. And no matter how much love and care we have showed him after his tragedies, he would not be respected at his death, by people who do not respect themselves.

He died peacefully at home; we were expecting this as he has shown signs of aging and weakening. We were not there, only my mother and my father. They were to bury him beneath a tree near our helper’s house, they left him for a while as they need to dig a hole. Come the time for them to put Luis to his grave, he was gone. After some time, a neighbor told my parents that someone was cooking a dog.

So, if ever those ‘tambays’ have chosen to bury our dog at their stomachs, may you grow ill with it. And may Luis have his revenge on you guys by poisoning your system. I rarely curse, but I believe those people have chosen their own demise by stealing the dead corpse of our dog. At least our dog was beautiful.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Lahat ng Ako (All I am)

I.
I was nothing when I met you
But you showed me what I can do
You taught me and showed me
How it is to be loved

Refrain.
With all I am
With all that I have
I give you everything
I lay my self to you

Chorus.
All I want is you
Every single day
For the rest of my life
Your presence helped me through
Let me serve your purpose
Oh! Jesus

II.
Let me return the gift of love
The gift of service
Help me guide those who are lost
Help me lead them back to you

(Refrain)
(Chorus)
(Refrain)
(Chorus)

*this is a project for my religion class, we were to chose a sacrament and make a song for it, this happens to be the sacrament of holy order*

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

1st part of 'Mythological Ramblings': On Art & Order

Apollo, being dismissed, hides into the hearts of those who continue to believe in him, hoping that one day his wisdom will once again be venerated by all. He fails to realize though that he is under the powers of Morpheus.

Friday, September 26, 2008

Growth

It takes time to grow. But sometimes you wish everyone had grown with you. I realized it is not easy to start over if the people around you are still stuck with the things they are yet to out grow.


We (me and some of my friends) are in a point of our lives where we try to have fun without alcohol or any other addicting influence. We gather and bask in our presence, with laughter, food, movies, stories, jokes, games, silliness or anything we find fun. We realized things are the same if not better without alcohol, our laughter or fun is more pure and authentic.

But as I start college all over, almost being a freshman, it is inevitable to encounter people or students who are as fresh and as ready to ruin their lives. My group mates planned a meet on thursday for us to work on our assigned group project, but the first thing they uttered was, "tara thursday inom tayo." Being who I am, I instantly wanted to say, "inom nanaman? project to hindi laro." But the other transferies who are the same age as mine said, "sige tara inom tayo." That was when I laughed and just said, "haha, sige inom kayo, gagawin ko yung project."

It is easy to remember that those people, those new friends are in a point of their lives where they want a place to belong to, ala cloud-9, "I belong". And that this awareness of mine is a gift from all the stupid things I also once did. I remember my current favorite movie line from Optimus Prime: "They have the right to choose for themselves." They can have fun the way they see fit, because up until now what they see is limited, but that does not make them any less or me any better, we all once did something wrong or stupid, but we never regret them, we learn from them, we keep the memories because it is through those memories that we learn to appreciate what we are now.

Growth needs sometime, my new friends need to see the mistakes for their own, and on their own, they have every right to ruin their lives and try to rebuild themselves from the ashes. And I have no right to impose, as they can only listen to me as much as they want to, but at the end of it all they will be the ones to choose for themselves. As a friend all I can do is try to keep them on the balance, but if they want to jump off to the other side of the fence it is still up to them. It's called respect, respect to what the other is capable of, and hope, hope that they don't get lost along their way, and that even if they get lost hopefully they still have the strength to rise above from it.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

In The Name of Funny Names

I'm sure most of us have encountered once or maybe more than once in our life someone who has a funny name, some guy named Precious, or someone who has Datingguinoo as a last name. Most of the time we can't blame them for their names, specially if it is their last names that are off, the only advice we can give them is to go to court to have their names changed.

But there are times that we can blame parents for naming their child Jerk. I mean, wth?! In what world did that parent came from?

So in that light let me give a list of names that parents should not use or give to their soon to be children.

If your last name happens to be Go or Goh then maybe you should think twice before naming your children: Tina, Vina, Tan, Sue, and definitely not in a million years Gina.

Now if you have Paz as a last name then pls don't use: Geyt, Sue, and Toph. Now if your a guy then don't marry someone with D. as an initial for her last name and don't name your child Tyra.

For Wangs or Hwangs: Cass, Bah, or never let your children's friends give your child the nick name Boo.

For someone with Dover as a last name there is only one name you should not give your child: Ben.

If you are a Tinio then never marry anyone with T. as an initial for her last name as well, and definitely never ever call you child Lucky.

And how I wish the parent of Makuto Fukiko have known a little of tagalog.

But if you happen to have Masayahin as a last name then pls look for someone with Happy as a last name then name your daughter Ligaya Joy.

Friday, September 19, 2008

Glue

Little boy blue
Dipped his thumb in a pot full of goo
All of a sudden
He felt free from all his burden

From that day on he felt good
And he is always in the mood
But without the pot full of goo
He would often cry, boo hoo

Soon his thumb started to stink
Not being able to think
To his mother ran little boy blue
But to his surprise his mother said shoo

So he ran to his friend and told him of the pot
And right there on that spot
They would both see
How wonderful life could be

Sunday, February 10, 2008

a beat

maybe its just because I feel so beat up that's why I fancy the word so much. Beat up by the music my heart feels, beat up by the scenery I learned to appreciate for almost always being sober, beat up by this beauty I can never seem to translate into words, words that have their own respective sounds, and implications. Beat up in a good way I guess, that is if you don't consider the dragging feeling as something negative.

But this feeling made me see the word in another light. Every pulse is a beat, a rhythm, eventually a music played by an instrument that I consider to be life itself.

The daily journeys, stories, people, voices, ideas, songs, worries, tasks, rewards, are the music (or noise if that is how one will hear it) that will always be playing for us, we just need to tune into life, and maybe into our hearts, or our mind, to appreciate what it is all about. One is not required to like it though, just plain listen, or hear what it has to say, hate it or love it does not really matter, there are too many of this for one to like or hate.